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Sat Oct 3, 2009, 12:12 AM

After talking to an old friend last night I think I've come to a new revelation.
That I've been trying so hard to find myself when I've always been here.

Also I had a dream that I was going to die and leaving my room and my life to another me,
no one was going to notice my death as that other me will replace me and make it seem like nothing happened,
I remember confessing all my secrets to him knowing that the people I was supposed to say them to would never hear them.
Then I left the room to find a nice place to die as that other me laid down to sleep,
then I wake up.

I keep wondering if I am indeed who I think I am and not a clone of myself with the same memories,
I wonder if this dream would one day be more truth than fiction,
I wonder if that's the reason why I'm always afraid to go to sleep at night.

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Listening to: 1920's music from GNR -- More Where That Came From
Reading: Wuthering Heights for my Lit exam on Monday
Playing: Empire Total War... For studying purposes!
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~RoxannexRon Oct 3, 2009, 6:50:27 PM

What an interesting dream.

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My god it's gorgeous whenever that boy smiles.

I smile for you Brandon Riley

~GF-110 Oct 4, 2009, 4:59:45 AM

I tend to have weird dreams,

Once I dreamt that I was a soldier in the UN called in to help enforce peace in Myanmar, when ethnic minority rebels began to assault the military government held capitol of Rangoon. It was so vivid, the terrible rain due to the monsoon season, rebels hiding in buildings all over the city with civilians everywhere you look, friends getting shot, being shot at and not knowing where or what to shoot at. Not sure if that qualified as a nightmare but it was an interesting dream

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"What have you done for yourself today?"

~RoxannexRon Oct 4, 2009, 8:57:28 PM

It could be called one, but then again maybe not. It depends on how you view it. And yes it is very interesting. My dreams never make much sense.

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My god it's gorgeous whenever that boy smiles.

I smile for you Brandon Riley

~GF-110 Oct 5, 2009, 2:01:21 AM

Have any examples to share?

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"What have you done for yourself today?"

*The-Magic-Within Oct 5, 2009, 3:48:07 AM

That's certainly a fascinating dream. And very thought-provoking. At least it makes sense I suppose, a lot of dreams don't.

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"Is this a piece of your brain?" - Basil Fawlty

~GF-110 Oct 5, 2009, 6:26:44 AM

Some dreams I have are really thought provoking, I think they're usually after a long night of debating with myself on ethical issues and playing violent video games >.>

Most of the time they're just plain weird... Sensible but weird

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"What have you done for yourself today?"