Deadline for the 3rd Draft of Dancer from the East is set on the 26th of December.

Bad thing about it is that my writing quality has gone down considerably due to... Stress of some sort, as I believe I am in Love. Good God.

It's like that "War Abroad" Poem I'm submitting in a little bit

So- CHAAARRRRGEE! INTO A WRITING SPREE

-Edit about 3 hours later-

Sardia's Love Scene is complete... It's probably the only love scene I've ever published.

To various parties who was interested in seeing the final product
-Please read Artist's Comments first for a basic summary
-Excuse the weird phrasing, writing quality has been degrading
-It's 21 pages long so, make sure there is sufficient time

Yes I'm looking at you Cari.

The Loss, The Lost basically describes what I'm going through

I wake up in the morning thinking there was still someone I loved lying beside me, and I'd roll over to kiss her good morning but realize she isn't there.

I'd feel her presence in the room with me, as if she was in the bathroom and had just left for a minute ago. I'd hear her voice and think she is just round the corner, just forever out of sight.

Walking through places we used to be, or seeing things she'd like as a present makes me hear what she'd say. "Remember when you waited for me here for 3 hours? It was sweet." "Oh my god, that's just too cute!"

These Living Memories are bittersweet. It's like I'd feel the loss of the good times and also feel trapped again, suffocating under the bad times. But only both at the same time, till it makes me feel sick. Like I've been visited by some malicious spirit.

Shes in my mind and I can't seem to exorcise her from it. Even though I want to so badly.

I need to get her out before I fall in love again. If not... god forbid... I might one day wake up to my new love and mistake her for the old.

I think I'm beginning to lose it.

My mind is getting confused between memory and reality like in TL,TL

According to [link] my mind is getting more twisted then it already was

GAHHH I wish I could draw disturbing pictures, so inspired, so instead I think I'm writing alot of disturbing scenes...

Palms raw. Wrists aching. Butt sore. Thighs pulsing. Feet corned.

I cycled for 6 hours straight this night
Down by the beach and jungles, what a sight

For 16km we went on the park trails with our bikes
Stopping occasionally to have a few bites

Until we decided "Hey lets go to the airport!" and took the wrong turn
And cycled till we felt our calves begin to burn

Then, oh crap, we realized these were rentals
So we headed back and pushed our pedals

We went on and on, we thought it'd never end
So estimated and approximated it to be short (we did pretend)

Until we at last returned them, our heads with achievement, light
And thus ended our awesome night



Oh [link] and I saw a bunny half way- Why on earth is a bunny doing in the middle of nowhere IN SINGAPORE? Do we have local rabbits? Is it an abandoned pet? Were we supposed to follow it down it's rabbit hole? WERE WE HALLUCINATING?! Guess we'll never know.

Anyway I'm not depressed anymore <3

"Thousands of years ago, elves ruled the surface of Thedas, but today they live in mankind's shadow, whether as an oppressed underclass confined to urban slums or, in the case of the Dalish tribes, forced to wander the ancient forests forever."

"Elven Warriors and rogues may alternatively choose a proud but trying life among the Mahariel clan of the Dalish elves, preferring to wander the ancient forests in perceptual isolation over letting humankind corrupt the last true elven culture. But a chance encounter with a relic of your people's past threatens to change those plans."

Why does this sound so familiar.
Fleydara. Altterdor. Elvish Exiles for the New Human Imperial Empire.
Great. Someone has come up with the same ideas I did.

I'm going to curl up in a ball and kiss the Dancer from the East Legacy goodbye.

Why did someone have to come up with similar ideas. BEFORE I finished the first book?

I feel so unoriginal now.